I have fallen so far off the band wagon I am choking on the dust left behind. I haven't been exercising, my eating has been indifferent at best, completely self-sabatoging at worst. I have been participating in the biggest pity party ever. I'm not exactly sure what exactly is bothering me, but whatever it is had better quit because I have just about had enough.
I am in a very negative headspace and I need to get out of it. I'm not sure how. I just know that I have been a miserable byotch lately and my family deserves better.