I suck, I know....please feel free to kick my ass all over the place. I feel terrible, like I've let my team down. I've been in a funk almost since the challenge started.
I had changed up my routine a bit, getting two evenings a week to go out and do something fun by myself. God bless DH for letting me do it, but now I'm thinking I need to go back to not going anywhere because I am so off track.
Wednesdays I've been heading down to Carvers to play Scrabble and last night was terrible as far as what I shoved in my mouth. I ate almost an entire serving of nachos by myself....and had a beer.
Saturdays I go to Trivia (also at Carvers), which is a lot of fun and I usually plan for my beer in my daily points but then there is the popcorn. They place baskets of popcorn out for everyone to munch on (and therefore buy more drinks because you get thirsty ). I've asked repeatedly for no popcorn to be placed in front of me. The girl I go with, also a WW lady, has also asked for no popcorn. It is so frustrating when the person serving it pays absolutely no attention to your request, or gives you that smile that says "I'll just put it here and you could just not eat it" knowing full well that if it is there it will find a way into my body. I hate that. Popcorn is my Achilles heel. I can't resist the stuff, which is why I ask for none in the first place. GRRRR
I'm going to get on the treadmill as soon as I am dressed this morning and I am doing my 5km. No more excuses.
Oh yeah and no way am I going to "walk to Halifax" by the end of the month.