So was it "game play" or did Jillian's team honestly think that Joelle will magically change by staying in the game one more week? She has given up on herself I think. She isn't really seeing big results on the scale and she has it in her head that she can't do it. I've been there, I know how she feels. Although I have to say that I'm getting really tired of her "poor me" attitude. EVERYBODY, including her partner at home, is working hard. They are all having to do 30 sec sprints with the bike set at the highest level. Like Bob said "Just shut the f up and do it!!!!".
As many of you read this morning I was in a funk, and had been for a few days. I did a few things to get myself out of it.
1) I went to a job fair for a new business opening in my area. 4 interviews later, they are checking my references and will hopefully be calling in the next week or two with a job offer. I don't want to say too much here. I don't want to jinx it, I really want this job!!!!!
2) I went to yoga. While I'm still not comfortable with the difference in style, it felt good to put my body through its paces.
3) I watched BL which is always good for a dose of inspiration. I sat on the couch for the first hour and then thought "Why not get on the treadmill??? You don't have to go hard if you don't want to just as long as you do it." So I did and got a 5km walk in.
Thank you to every one who commented on my last post. I really, really appreciate it.